Of Greener Grass and Escapades

Friday, July 01, 2005

i dont normally reply to tags here but to jonah, lan n glen: haha yeah thx for the comfort. i think i'm sooo gona get FOOD too la. tmd. damn screwed up!

tdy's math can be summed up in a few simple words....

it was worst than a chinese paper. 'nuff said.

this is very bad. my chem is a sure O at most la. den econs hOpEfUlLy can C or D. tdy's math is a definite definite F. ffffff........ n i noe i shud be piaing bio like shit so i dont screw all my blks too badly but wth? bio pia like shit still sure fail so wads the point.

FOOD is so coming my way.

sNooZe.
8:36 PM

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

damn man feeling drained out already.
econs tdy was quite ok i suppose. i HOPE hope hope i can get a D or C. tt's wud be jus too cool. oh n btw, mebbe i'm abit slow but i jus found out there's another pass grade between O and D tdy hahaha. E! =D a new hope for me haha.
aiya oso not relli looking fwd to end of blocks. i mean like, theres nothing to look forward to after tt la. frankly, if blocks weren't screwing me up so bad, i'd be perfectly content to remain in this period of time, everydae jus simply wake up n go kap mug den come home slack a bit on the net den read a few chapters of a nice bk b4 tucking in. n since everyone else is also mugging, u dont need to bother anything abt them either. hmmm. i tihnk i'm currently feeling quite anti social now.i jus dont noe. mebbe its the depressing fact tt there's no salvation for me tt's slowing settling in. i was esp distressed after chem test ytdy. jus relli felt damn stupid n sad. n last nite was jus shitty.
i jus dont noe wad i'm feeling rite now. its like i'm jus damn uncertain abt everything.

is it relli worth it? but i dont wana give up now... not now.... after so many yrs... its relli agonising.

n i jus cant wait for the next harry potter bk to come out. sigh. its the only thing i'm looking forward to rite now.
cos i mean... like we were talking abt tdy, after blks its jus getting back the papers n getting to scrwed by the teachers la. n i NOE i'm gona be screwed particularly badly. n den after tt its back to studying all over again. it so much diff frm last time where the only major exam was at the end of the yr n it wud not hurt so bad to screw it up cos after tt its the dec hols n u can jus blow ur ass off.
i think i noe wad the problem is now. there's just nothing to look fwd to anymore. rite now, nothing interests me. well except mebbe dota where i can still screw those pubby noobs. but apart frm tt... i think i jus kinda suck at everything else so it jus aint fun no more.

oh yeah. my new slipknot album's relli growing unto me. it rocks man.

sNooZe.
9:16 PM

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

so stupid la. study like fuck over the hols n i end up hardly any better. i guess i was jus too far gone to be saved already. shit. i shud've jus played my ass off n screwed the blks.
ytdy gp was rather ok but i was quite distressed for compre after certain revelations. =S
ok den tdy chem was so stupid la. i felt as tho i jus took one of them gay ass chinese tests all over again. come out jus feel like laughing at myself cos i noe i'm so goddamn screwed.
i'm beginning to feel tt an OOOO is asking for too much.

i'm not obliged to do anything.

sNooZe.
7:40 PM