Of Greener Grass and Escapades

Saturday, October 30, 2004

ok i've just updated the 3 music files on my left frame. switched some non-existant music file urls for some i've just uploaded.
they are my current favourite songs, the reflecting god, astonishing panorama of the endtimes and get your gun. all by marilyn manson. the autostart song is astonishing panorama of the endtimes but u can go listen to the rest by scrolling on the right frame.
hmmm current my pics dont seem to be loading. they were ok abt an hour ago. hmmm... if it persists tmr den i'll see wat i can do abt it. geocities is buggy man.

anywae, have recently renewed many long-lost hpps contacts. at least withing abt these 2 months. first it was huron... den baba... den tim... den a few daes ago i found sheryl's blog... den i met imelda n jasmine at kap tdy... hmmm... these o level hardships must relli bring ppl together... hmmm... which is another reason y ip sux oops. looking forward to some sort of class gathering after the o's. ahhh... i feel so busybody. it seems everyone is progressing in life except me. =( so sad huh yeah i noe.

anywae, bin studying CHINESE for tdy n yesterdae n will be for tmr. hopefully this last min burst of effort wud merit me a PASS. if i'm optimistic n lucky enough i might even be hoping for a B but i kinda think tt's pushing my luck abit so i'll settle happily for a pass. a nice little c6 n i wud be satisfied, given the amt of effort i put in it. worried for my ss tho. havent relli spent tt much time in it n every time i got kap now i see everyone whipping out their ss books n studying like crazy. die man. den my math a few daes nvr touch.... haiz. why?? CHINESE. all CHINESE's fault. after the chi papers my studying shud be more err... enjoyable la i suppose. note word "more". its relative. so i'm not tt far gone in mugging yet. hope to break free soon. "I want to break free..." slightly less than 3 weeks left. cmon man. "I wanna live... I wanna love... Cos it's a long hard road, out of hell..." oh no i'm listening to too much manson. god i love him.

sNooZe.
11:50 PM

Thursday, October 28, 2004

freak dae tdy. its one of those daes where u cant relli classify as happy or sad. it falls somewhere in between where u jus wana look at urself n laugh with tears in ur eyes.

first off. bio prac.
haha.
ha.ha.
not hard. not easy. but weird. jus plain weird. ok for those non-bio-ers, for prac we usually gota draw plant stuff like flowers, seeds and fruits. this is cos we've learnt them in the syllabus so we like noe wat parts to look out for to add into our drawing. the closest we've come to animal drawings is a piece of note on a cockroach drawing tt came out ages ago n koehy was like "ok boys i've printed this out for u jus to take a look in case. it probably wont come out cos its not in the syllabus anymore. ok let's move on to..." yup. now tt u get the picture, i can carry on.
as i anxiously scanned the lab for a sign of green which would indicate and give a hint to our specimen, i was forlorn to see that there wasn't tt colour any where in sight. so, i thought to myself, perhaps they would be giving us seeds? well, so i thought. as i approached my bench, the full truth of the dull absence of tt vibrant colour dawned upon me. wat lay on my bench was not green but grey. a grey fucking little PRAWN!!! a prawn? i thought to myself. perhaps i was mistaken? worriedly, i flipped through the pages of my question booklet. perchance they would be asking us to do a food test on the prawn? of course! that was most probably the case! why in the world would cambridge give us a specimen which we would not be able to label. then as my eyes stumbled upon those fateful words. i grew once again distraught. "Draw and label the specimen provided." alas... my doom had come knocking.
and so it was tt poor me was trying to hard to draw tt freaking prawn. n trying to my shoes in a buisnessman's as i figured out how to rear prawn in an aquarium for the last question. like, fuck? wat a fucked up prac? like it wasn't hard at all but... freaking weird???? the first part was pretty easy tho some simple food tests. ended with half an hour to spare so i was like flipping thru the whole paper a couple of times n checking marks to make sure i din miss anything out. haiz... why liddat??? so lame la like art lesson like tt draw a prawn???

ok now on to better things... aft the prac 9 of us went to the chicken rice stall nxt to coro for lunch. pretty gd i wud sae. den aft toking cock for awhile berd, edmund n jtay followed my to queensway to collect my specs. not bad la. lits relli freaking lighttt... but i think need to get used to it cos like i'm err feeling abit... dizzy... so a little headache la. den we went to look ard for melvin's prezzie until finally found one. not bad. den berd n edmund followed me to orchard to get my cds hee... so anywae bought 'last tour on earth' and 'lest we forget' by marilyn manson at hmv. now lacking 2 of his cds, 'portrait of an american family' and 'white trash'. but like i have abt 2 to 3 copies of each song now la but all diff albums haha oops. so ANYWAE, den we went upstairs to get m dad's prezzie. den we went browsing ard n i saw this billabong pencil case which i totally fell in love with at first sight cos the design is sooo damn nice so... so... ok well i suppose u can guess the outcome. hmm... pity its a little squeezy after stuffing all my stuff in n i cant fit my compass an my thermometer in but err i think shud be ok la hor? oops. den i went home quickly before i spent any more cash. see? so much self-control huh?

i suppose in terms of studying i err din relli accomplish much la... oops. dun worry!! i'll make up for it tmr!! yup! eat shit man need to study chinese. haiz relli need tons of self-discipline now man. cannot study anything else!! CHINESE!!!

fuck prawns

sNooZe.
9:28 PM

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

ok today was the physics prac. i wud sae fairly good. if u wana noe my readings its 1.16n/kg for method 1 and 1.19n/kg for method 2. n i said method 2 is more reliable cos dun need to take average, hence, smaller human error ratio. den for my resistance i got 8.10 ohm. i heard soome peeps sae the lab tech said its 9.00 ohms correct ans. hope they give plus minus 1 ohm den i heng. not too worried tho. i've heard of a range of answers from 7+ ohm to like 12 ohms. i've even heard some stray 17s and a small group of 0. somethings. oh well. dun worry la guys shouldn't minus tt much. at most 1 or 2 only. overall quite pleased cos it wasnt as bad as tt chem prac n it was definitely easier than the prelim. no pendulum and lens as tons of ppl predicted but it was electricity n mechanics.

caution to everyone: there's a green t-shirted yusof ishak guy at kap hu's a super pervert. he picks on girls hu are wearing skirts. by "picks on" i mean he sits rite next to them, stares at them, proceeds to stare lower, pretends to drop his pen n den bends down to pick it up, all the while looking at u-noe-where. so yeah. careful all. i shan't tok to much abt it cos i'm lazy n i dun wana enrage yusof ishak by revealing some rather indecent facts abt the boy. ah well...

n i finally got a new pair of spects. gona collect them on thursdae evening n i jus cant wait. haha. its the first time i'm actually anxious to collect spects. its like this super super duper light frame made of some special material which makes it all bendy n all like those titanium ones they used to have last time n its frameless. woot. all for a mere 280. oops. ok la not THAT ex la rite. i had to kau bei alot abt my current pair of spects to get my mom to agree =S haha. something to look forward to apart frm the end of o lvls i suppose. hence, current milestones are: getting spects, end of chinese papers, end of week 1, end of week 2, END OF O LEVELS!!! haha like dUh.

so anywae, jiayou everyone. LESS THAN A MONTH LEFT till the end of o's. we can finally count in weeks. soon it'll be daes. cmon! last chance to pia! gogogo....

sNooZe.
10:16 PM

Sunday, October 24, 2004

yay my blog music is finally up again. errr its a 10mb mp3 file though... so.... happy downloading heh. my all-time favourite song yeah! hmm can anyone tell me how to upload video files unto my blog?

sNooZe.
10:27 PM

grad dae yesterdae. ok la i suppose. they wasted alot of time in waiting which was sooo sian. den still had to wait for such a long time for them to tok so much cock. bala was with his usual crap with his "black magic" haha. n den we were singing the school song. up till now i still dont relli noe the lyrics. haiz. chinese la u understand. not my cup of tea. den again it was saddening to noe it was like my last time singing it. dont get me wrong i still dont relli like all the chinese in it oops. hopefully i'll be able to sing it again... on founder's dae nxt yr.... hahaha... dream on. den they were playing all the class presentations which were relli nice. n some were quite funny. at first everyone was clapping furiously when the class chairmen led their form teachers arm-in-arm to the front of the stage but the novelty soon died down. after tt we sang peng2 you3 where everyone linked themselves up and swayed to the beat which was rather nice. after tt went to grab some food n took lotsa pics with everyone. upload quick yea? heh. hmmm... den after tt waited very long for 156. till li qian came n asked if i wanted to go out. so... oh well we (me, liqian, yizhi, edmund n ningfei) went orchard with the intention of playing pool. was rather sian all the way. n when we got there it was packed like helllll. [note to self: never go orchard at night] so halfway thru i went home while the rest went to see movie timings. sorry guys its jus me. not ur fault.

tdy got back to studying. strangely, feverishly doing the a math review questions dispelled my sianness n managed to cure me of my sianification for awhile. for some reason after we went to play pool my sianness returned. n following tt i went back to kap n study ss n was sianified once again.

duno when these few daes relli jus feel S I A N. like not jus bored. like i dont feel like doing ANYTHING but perhaps jus coop myself up in bed n read books all dae long. ahhh tt wud be sooo nice. its like no matter wat i do i jus cant seem to get myself interested. perhaps only when i'm reading my book but after tt i see how time flies by n how i shud be studying instead n i feel soooo SIANNNN. chem prac was a total disaster. hopefully phy prac wont be so bad like the prelims. n then hopefully bio wud be ok. i wont relli hope for it to be as easy as prelims cos prelims was relli easy n i noe o lvls wud definitely be harder. n now all of a sudden i feel like i so totally got NO TIME. it relli sux. like nxt weeekkk NEXT WEEEKKK is chi n i havent fucking started!!!! yes! i havent!!!! fuck. i jus need a pass n i gota freaking study my ass off for it. prehaps now u understand y i hate chi? other ppl all sian tt time take out chi to study. i gota forceeeee FORCE myself to even take out chinese. not even study loh. sigh. n study so much end up as good as those nvr study one. O N E M O R E M O N T H!!!!! n den we'll all be out of this. n talking abt the end of the o's, i suddenly feel as tho we havent even relli got tt much time to play aft tt. like 1 month + abit only loh... siannnn... so much i wana do... sooooo sooo SOOOO little time. bOrInG...

i dread the nxt dae but i lonnnnggggg for the next month. come come come!!!
n i dread jc life too. i jus wud hate to be able to get into hc for the first 3 months n den have to transfer to another sch after tt. n like i have a feeling its gona happen loh. n speaking of the first 3 months i dun even noe wat sub combi i wana take and and and.... fuck. sian.

sNooZe.
9:59 PM