Of Greener Grass and Escapades

Saturday, September 18, 2004

another boring, meaningless day. *yawn* studied at kap frm like 11 to 9. sian. but oh well, finished studying my phy geog n population studies. tmr gota pia a math n agri. sigh. boring. sian. haiz.
relli hate nxt week. mon- geog paper 2(killer shit n i need an a for it), a math(killer shit n i need an a for it n i cant say i've sutdied throughly for it). tues- eng compo(hope its nothing exotic, need a1 for this thing), bio(shit shit need a1, esp aft prac decided my phy no hope, din study too much esp compared to berd). wed- chem(hope hope hope its ok. shud get a1 if i dun screw up). thurs- phy(fuck it i tot i had hope but aft the prac. HA. oh well there's alwaes such things as miracles), hist(hmmm... got jo's uber notes so i shud be ok for the seq, sbq might be a prob, ss de ja vu?). fri- chi paper 2(HAHAHAHA. gona fuck this up but i still cant help feeling scared for it), a math paper 2(hope for the best!). tt pretty much sums up my sentiments for the week ahead. go me!
ah well, but at least these days studying with berd, mj n mao gou arent all without laughter. like mj n his xiao mei meis. n like berd said tdy, bangladesh keep getting drowned under with floods frm 3 major rivers n snowmelt frm the himalayas n extreme droughts in the winters. geez man. obviously god's trying to get rid of sth here. cant they take a hint? OOPS.
ah well... boring now. relli jus cant wait till aft prelims at least. (see i'm not even looking to survive aft the o's) i need the prelims rest. and yet, i'm dreading its arrival cos it would mean the giving back of papers which i'm just not mentally strong enough to handle at the moment. freak man it wud decide where i'd be for the first 3 mths of nxt yr n like rite now SOME teachers like mr he-hu-set-the-phy-prac luv the sight of our s4 batch and are intent on seeing us again nxt yr. sigh. how how?

btw this might be coming a little late but late's better than nvr rite? good luck guys to all those our there hu are taking ur o lvl prelims n a lvl prelims n all other major exams. those in ip n taking psle dont need any luck so go fend for urselves. psle seriously is all abt intelligence i believe. i was playing ff7 during my psles n still scraped a decent score. yes i noe it's probably jus cos i'm smart but honestly tho, i've seen ppl hu have like 4 diff tuitions during their psles n still scored abt the same as me. wierd huh. but then again, i noe tt i'll look back 2 yrs later when i'm studying for my a lvl n say "hey! those lame o lvl bastards dont need luck! o lvl's dead easy!" jus like how i tot psle was hard 4 yrs back. wow has it been 4 yrs? time sure passes fast eh? haiz how i luv those good ol days which were spent playing catching ard sch. so fun!!!!! still rem the time me n daryl got caught by gay joo nam for climbing this slope haha. so lame. n den afternoons were wasted away on the comp playing neopets n chatting on icq. den nites were spent on the phone chatting away with baba or huron. yea chatting with huron late into the nite at like 2-3 in the morning den we wud listen to egotrip tog. hahaha. ahhhh fun man. huron, he came over during the sep hold to stayover n was showing me all his neat card tricks. he's relli damn damn damn freaking gd man. he's relli talented imo. he may not do too well for his o's but i wouldn't be owrried for him at all cos i believe he'll go very very far in life. he's relli one of those ppl hu aren't tt gd in studies but are relli very smart. lucky him. ah well now where was i oh yes, so yea hope everyone will get gd results. geez its late... ah well. gona read bk den slp now.

sNooZe.
11:58 PM

Friday, September 17, 2004

ok so week 1 of the prelims is over. its been o k a y so far. time for a round up
chem prac was doable, eng still o k.... ss source based mebbe quite screwed but seq still o k... phy prac, horrid. brutally raped by it. i think the teacher hu set the paper felt like looking at our faces in sch for another yr. chi compo doable. e math paper 2 quite easy. todays bio prac was oso surprisingly quite easy.
rather ironic la. its like normally for phy prac everyone can do finish on time like with 5-10mins to spare den bio everyone struggling, in the end oso need to bring home n complete. now leh, totally opposite man. phy almost no one finished except J O H N N Y!!!! YESSSSSS!!!! even like john lee n kep yong oso nvr finish la... den bio like almost everyone can finish on time n i even had like abt 10mins to spare. SOO rare for a prac. haiz. hope i did alrite.
nxt week is gona be a total killer la, a math, geog, phy, bio, chem, hist, chi.... cham cham.... at least aft tt only left e math paper 1 n geog mcq. den it will be the moment of truth. haiz.... SOOO freaking scared....
*yawn* exhausted these few days too... wonder how i'm gona carry on... mebbe tmr morning to gym n swim den go study.... feel like stretching abit... whole day back ache.... feel old man shit. haiz... sian la...
on a side note, i bought lots of udon at cold storage tdy haha. gona try all the diff varieties den can cook a nice bowl for myself. yum!
quote: "YEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!" - Johnny

sNooZe.
9:17 PM

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

I'm relli feeling quite exhausted from all my studying now... normally i would be able to keep myself awake whenever i was out of my room, even during boring ss classes where everyone's nodding away but tdy just sitting there n flipping thru my phy prac i could relli hardly keep my eyes awake. came back home at abt 5 which is REALLY early esp since i've been studying at kap almost everyday till abt 7-9 for the past 2-3 weeks. felt so weird. well anywae, i took a nap n slept till dinner but am STILL tired. sigh. how to survive like tt. den tdy while doing my papers i kept thinking abt the stupid ep3 shit. haiz. so distracted. how to survive like tt.
in any case, today's papers were O K. eng paper 1 was quite tough. spent like 15mins jus to think of wat to write. in the end i wrote 'honour'. i tihnk i might have written out of point. i was writing abt me taking part in some prestigious race and then run very long den almost reach the end then fall down but keep going tt kind of stuff la u noe quite predictable thing. den i ended by saying tho i din win the race i had won my honour... err... fuck not it sounds relli out of point. crap. shit man my eng is relli going down. i feel all my compos are jus totally lacking now. how??? n ss was not very much better. at first i saw sitzerland i was like HELL YEAH! den when i actually started doing it was quite hard to ans the qn. esp the part b. hmmm... did get all the points down tho which is the bare minimumat least. the source based was quite tricky, mark allocations 5 7 7 6. weird huh. n my ans were rather short. quite scared loh. but not bad, a small personal achievement was tt i had studied all the content needed to ans any of the 3 seqs.
sigh... tmr's phy prac. as i was studying all the significant numbers i remembered laughing at jo back when i was in sec 2 as he studied his sfs. hahaha. so sad. but i guess phy prac shud be ok la. follow instructions nothing shud go wrong rite? i hope.
din look for sung tdy cos i saw his desk of caked full with everyone demanding extra ep3 points. i relli think this no leadership points shit is relli screwed.

sNooZe.
8:52 PM

Monday, September 13, 2004

THIS IS SO DAMN FREAKING UNFAIR LAH. TDY JUS GOT THE CCA PERFORMANCE SHEET. I GOT LIKE 8 PTS. ZERO POINTS FOR LEADERSHIP COS DEAR SUNGKK SAY "SPORTS CCAS CAN EARN POINTS THRU ACHIEVEMENTS BUT CLUBS AND SOCIETIES CANNOT, SO I AM ONLY GIVING POINTS TO COMMITTEE MEMBERS IN CLUBS AND SOCIETIES." WTF? FREAKING FAG. SO LIKE NOW ALL THOSE CHIARMEN N VICE CHAIRS OF SPORTS CCAS HAVE NO ADDITIONAL POINTS WHILE THOSE SLACKERS IN CLUBS LIKE DEAR JOHNNY IN CALIGRAPHY GOT THEIR POINTS. WTF?! I MEAN LIKE THOSE IN SPORTS HAVE TO SLAVE THIER ASSES OFF JUST FOR THOSE FEW POINTS WHILE CHINESE CHESS GET TO RIDE ON THIER LEADERSHIP APPOINTMENTS??? N DEN THE BAND PPL ALL GOT SOME WEIRD POST FOR LEADERSHIP SO ALMOST EVERYONE GET THAT EXTRA POINT FOR BEING A "LEADER". SO THIS MEANS TT MOST OF THE SPORTS GROUP PPL END UP HAVING A MAX OF 8 OR 9 POINTS WHILE THE SLACKEY CLUBS GET 10 OR 11 POINTS. WTF?! IF I HAD KNOWN IT WAS GONA BE LIKE THIS THAT FUCK SPORTS I MIGHT AS WELL PLANT MY ASS TO A CHAIR AND WRITE CHINESE WORDS. WTF MAN.
geez... its not like i'm complaining cos i'm so totally jealous tt other ppl got more points than me, i cant even relli sae tt i've achieved very much in my own cca but wtf? at least give some points for vice chair la like fuck tt crap abt giving and not wanting anything in return. fuck tt shit. i want my cca points damn it. i rather have extra points to minus and not need them than don't have bonus points and need them. geez man its not like i fucking volunteered to hold a bloody post. its no different from slacking at the side and letting others do the dirty work. wat the hell. definitely gona look for sungkk tmr. if not gona try n find mario. this is serious shit. fuck it. it totally ruined my conc for the whole dae lah. damn it.

anywae, chem prac today was quite fine. titration was quite typical but my results were a little off. i got 21.8cm3 while everyone else got around 21.4-21.6cm3. quite scared but oh well, nothing i can do abt it now. qa was alrite... alot of gases to test for and the solutions were all dark coloured so it was quite difficult to see reactions like ppt formation and colour change. n it was a transition metal so it kept changing colours. shud be ok la. no major mistakes for me i hope.
eng n ss tmr, feeling quite scared, its like rite now i kinda tihnk i noe my work but when i visualise myself doing the paper i suddenly tense up n feel like i cant remember jack.

sNooZe.
8:39 PM

Sunday, September 12, 2004

I believe that activites can be divided into 2 general types of categories. Age tendecies and fashion tendencies.
Age tendencies. this refers to the type of activities done due to age interests. for example, stuff like lan. teens nowadaes play it. but do the adults play it? no... they do stuff we find boring like err my mom does line dancing. ya like so dis is an example of activites due to age tendencies. these activities are done due to the person's age group, even stuff like playing with toys. yea. its the kind of stuff tt ppl do no matter which era they live in, like ur grandparents used to play with their own toys. but when they grow old, they stop.
Fashion tendencies. this is referring to the type of activities tt ppl engage in due to fashion trends. like back in 98, ppl were all crazy abt yoyos, pro-yo, bumblebee n all tt crap (damn my memory is gd). notice i used CRAP. yes i used to play tt stuff too but now its all died out. the fashion is over. no one does it any more. n a more recent example wud be the beyblade things tho i don't have a clue wat its all abt(sth abt tops issit?). yea so anywae these are activites which change along with fashion and can be undertaken no matter the age group. ah like sms is also one type. like everyone's doing it frm pri sch kids to old adults. its the fad. last time it used to be email and phone calls n before tt the regualr old mail. but now its sms. wat's next?
well i was jus thinking abt this whole bunch of crap cos i saw these 2 guys abt my age at the bus stop tdy playing with drumsticks which reminded me of ppl now wanting to form bands. wat i'm wondering is, is this and age tendency? or a current fad?

haiz ok i noe the whole lot above is quite full of shit now tt i read it my thoughts are so disjointed and basically everything on top is quite lame but oh well.... i guess this is wat studying so much is doing to me. yes, for once i can proudly sae tt i'm studying alot. n tt's the part tt worries me. as i have indicated in some of my precious entries, i dont feel myself improving at all from my pre common test standards. geez dis sucks man relli. tt's also another reason why i'm so freaking scared of the prelims which begins tmr. its gona be a gauge for me to see the fruits of my mugging. i'm not so scared of it becos i think its more important than the o lvls, i'm more scared of it becos its gona tell me if i can actually do it for my o's. like rite now i seriously feel the getting an l1r5 of 8 or below is seriously something only ppl like kep yong or john can do. i cant really visualise the whole class getting 10 and below. no this is not becos i look down on the class, its more like i have no faith in myself. n tt's why i need gd prelim results. for 1, i RELLI wana go hc n join my great seniors, and also, i need the gd results to actually tell me tt doing well is actually something tt is probable for myself.
tmr....
it begins...

sNooZe.
8:30 PM