Of Greener Grass and Escapades

Saturday, September 25, 2004

currently seriously considering options other than hc. MOST probably cannot go there n i am currently trying to grapple with the truth n accept it.
choice 01 - njc - pretty gd jc imo, wud be glad if i can go there, always has been one of my choice alternatives, doing quite well but tho it isnt one of the top 3 jcs, its still one of the best and has a supposedly mugger environment which i probably need. choice 02 - acjc - mainly thinking abt this jc cos i got alot of pri sch frens with this as their alternative jc too, tho mebbe in the end i wont come here cos my parents dont relli approve of the 'rich kid' environment n my sis too. choice 03 - sajc - a rising jc, another one my my fren's many alternative jcs, sis frm here, not a bad jc i suppse but it IS pretty far tho... which jus sux =( haha.... i'm lazy... choice 04 - ajc - bai's here. my elder sis was frm here, a good jc i think but veryyyy farrr...... choice 05 - tjc - it has wushu, 'nuff said. choice 06 - sp - fairly near my place, always an alternative to fall back on, has a gd wushu team and it is a rather nice place to pass time b4 uni, if i can ever get there. choice 07 - ite - i better at least be able to come here. choice 08 - kap - nice enviornment, life skills, chio bu... oops. ok yea so there.

sNooZe.
10:18 PM

The Death Parade begins... 27/9/04 - ???

sNooZe.
7:53 PM

Friday, September 24, 2004

OH NO! I'M SUDDENLY SO SCARED OF GETTING MY RESULTS! OH MAN! WHAT IF I GET BACK EVERYTHING WITH Bs AND Cs? I'M GONA DIE!!! HELL I HAVE THIS WEIRD FEELING THAT ITS GONA HAPPEN!!! OH NO!!!! SHIT!!! NOW I CANT SLEEP!!! WAT'S GONA HAPPEN TO ME NEXT YR?!

sNooZe.
11:38 PM

ok the week is FINALLY over. definitely one of the longest weeks in my life. time for damage assesment.
mon - a math paper 1, still OK bah... not too sure, hope i did ok, geog paper 2, oh no... i kind of knew everything but i tihnk i lacked alot of details, fucked. tues - eng paper 2, still OK bah, quite tricky tho, bio, HAHA. HAHA. ok like err fuck? wed - chem, ka ni na. thurs - phy, f u c k (<- tt's getting to be a habit), hist, not bad la, my spotted topics came out hee. fri - chi paper 2, AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, ok oops sry, yeah so like F U C K, a math paper 2, din do 7 marks cos din understand qn, in e end still OK bah.... yea so that's that.
chatting with baba now hahaha she's still so lame she cracks me up. ok now where was i...
so like evrytime i'm doing my papers i feel so weird it like i have my future right in front of me n it all hinges on wat i write. its so scary n stressful. n like everytime i get stumped on a qn i'm tihnking like oh fuck wat's gona happen to my nxt year? shit man its so damn frustratingly scary n stressful. sigh mj said i noe this stress is self-inflicted but i relli cant help it man.
ok i'm getting so cracked up by baba now tt i cant think coherently so lets leave it at that.

sNooZe.
9:33 PM

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Mid Prelim Comments:
prelim = ANAL

sNooZe.
8:57 PM