Of Greener Grass and Escapades

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

damn man feeling drained out already.
econs tdy was quite ok i suppose. i HOPE hope hope i can get a D or C. tt's wud be jus too cool. oh n btw, mebbe i'm abit slow but i jus found out there's another pass grade between O and D tdy hahaha. E! =D a new hope for me haha.
aiya oso not relli looking fwd to end of blocks. i mean like, theres nothing to look forward to after tt la. frankly, if blocks weren't screwing me up so bad, i'd be perfectly content to remain in this period of time, everydae jus simply wake up n go kap mug den come home slack a bit on the net den read a few chapters of a nice bk b4 tucking in. n since everyone else is also mugging, u dont need to bother anything abt them either. hmmm. i tihnk i'm currently feeling quite anti social now.i jus dont noe. mebbe its the depressing fact tt there's no salvation for me tt's slowing settling in. i was esp distressed after chem test ytdy. jus relli felt damn stupid n sad. n last nite was jus shitty.
i jus dont noe wad i'm feeling rite now. its like i'm jus damn uncertain abt everything.

is it relli worth it? but i dont wana give up now... not now.... after so many yrs... its relli agonising.

n i jus cant wait for the next harry potter bk to come out. sigh. its the only thing i'm looking forward to rite now.
cos i mean... like we were talking abt tdy, after blks its jus getting back the papers n getting to scrwed by the teachers la. n i NOE i'm gona be screwed particularly badly. n den after tt its back to studying all over again. it so much diff frm last time where the only major exam was at the end of the yr n it wud not hurt so bad to screw it up cos after tt its the dec hols n u can jus blow ur ass off.
i think i noe wad the problem is now. there's just nothing to look fwd to anymore. rite now, nothing interests me. well except mebbe dota where i can still screw those pubby noobs. but apart frm tt... i think i jus kinda suck at everything else so it jus aint fun no more.

oh yeah. my new slipknot album's relli growing unto me. it rocks man.

sNooZe.
9:16 PM