Of Greener Grass and Escapades

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Okae, a few days ago, I was trying my best to convince Jeffery to retain the BCME combi to stay in class. Now, things have changed so much.

Haha. I really can't stand this.

I'm seriously considering triple science now...
If you want some convincing, you could go visit Jeffery's blog haha. He's saying physics is easier to score than econs. Is this true? Honestly, I don't really know. I'm hearing all my seniors complaining left and right how much physics sucks. But I don't really know how they would fare if they take econs so I can't come to any conclusion.

Right now, the things that are holding me back are probably my friends. The great pals and buddies I've made in S72 over the past 3 months. Granted, I can't say all the people I've made friends with have really made a deep impact on my life, but I can honestly say there have been some few who have really made a difference. I think you guys are a really great bunch and I'm afraid I may not meet others like you again in another class. I guess school is really meant to be an instituition for education. But is that really all there is to it? Just study hard, do well, and get good grades at the end of 2 years? I don't know... Or is it a place where you can make great lifelong friends... and have a great time?

If choosing according to subject combi, I don't think I would really give a damn. I've got a vague idea of what I plan to do in the future and they really don't come with any prerequisites. In fact I could just run off to Arts (and I have thought about THAT actually haha), and it dosen't really matter to me. So, BCME or trip science is all the same to me.

But hearing that physics might actually be easier to score than econs really get me thinking... what's more important to me? Grades? Or friends? haha... alot of j1s (I heard) have been saying physics is the easiest of the 3 sciences. Though I believe this is probably just the beginning, content on Jeff's blog has convinced me otherwise. And I can't really say I have any preferences here either anyway. I think physics sucks. But I'm not liking econs in any way either anywae.

Hmmm... and now even Aaron has decided to leave the class... haiz... yes... AARON. Jeff and aaron leaving... what can I say... In the first week, the chinese high group of us really intented to start ostracizing them haha. They always join thier own rv gang and disappear off somewhere. Haiz... now I really think the class' err... happiness factor?... would just die off. I won't say class spirit *ahem* but I'll just say the mood of the class. Who can deny that they are the class clowns? They are really a one-of-a-kind duo. It's rare to meet people who would dare to do whatever they feel like doing and not give a damn about what other people think. And I really admire Jeffery who has his priorities laid out properly. I suppose it comes with being an eldest child, but still, you can't deny has that extra touch. haha.

What does that leave me? haha. Hmmmmmmmmmm... You know I'm actually quite a hum ji person so I think that maybe, ultimately, I'll just stay, cos I'm afraid to come out of my comfort zone which I have slowly built up in S72. But really, is that what is best for me?

I think it's time to get my priorities laid out.
In the end, after all this is over, I garuantee that some time in my next 2 years, I would be looking back and regretting the decision that I'm going to make tomorrow. It'll either be "Damn I should have taken physics!" or "Wah lan eh physics suxXX! I should have just stayed with SM in econs..." So.... which choice would I regret more?

I hate this.

And once again, a quote that has always been so applicable to my daily life,
"You cannot sedate all the things you hate" - Marilyn Manson, Dogma.
Indeed, nothing in life is ever perfect.

I'll just have to try to make it less imperfect I guess.

sNooZe.
9:41 PM