Of Greener Grass and Escapades

Sunday, October 24, 2004

grad dae yesterdae. ok la i suppose. they wasted alot of time in waiting which was sooo sian. den still had to wait for such a long time for them to tok so much cock. bala was with his usual crap with his "black magic" haha. n den we were singing the school song. up till now i still dont relli noe the lyrics. haiz. chinese la u understand. not my cup of tea. den again it was saddening to noe it was like my last time singing it. dont get me wrong i still dont relli like all the chinese in it oops. hopefully i'll be able to sing it again... on founder's dae nxt yr.... hahaha... dream on. den they were playing all the class presentations which were relli nice. n some were quite funny. at first everyone was clapping furiously when the class chairmen led their form teachers arm-in-arm to the front of the stage but the novelty soon died down. after tt we sang peng2 you3 where everyone linked themselves up and swayed to the beat which was rather nice. after tt went to grab some food n took lotsa pics with everyone. upload quick yea? heh. hmmm... den after tt waited very long for 156. till li qian came n asked if i wanted to go out. so... oh well we (me, liqian, yizhi, edmund n ningfei) went orchard with the intention of playing pool. was rather sian all the way. n when we got there it was packed like helllll. [note to self: never go orchard at night] so halfway thru i went home while the rest went to see movie timings. sorry guys its jus me. not ur fault.

tdy got back to studying. strangely, feverishly doing the a math review questions dispelled my sianness n managed to cure me of my sianification for awhile. for some reason after we went to play pool my sianness returned. n following tt i went back to kap n study ss n was sianified once again.

duno when these few daes relli jus feel S I A N. like not jus bored. like i dont feel like doing ANYTHING but perhaps jus coop myself up in bed n read books all dae long. ahhh tt wud be sooo nice. its like no matter wat i do i jus cant seem to get myself interested. perhaps only when i'm reading my book but after tt i see how time flies by n how i shud be studying instead n i feel soooo SIANNNN. chem prac was a total disaster. hopefully phy prac wont be so bad like the prelims. n then hopefully bio wud be ok. i wont relli hope for it to be as easy as prelims cos prelims was relli easy n i noe o lvls wud definitely be harder. n now all of a sudden i feel like i so totally got NO TIME. it relli sux. like nxt weeekkk NEXT WEEEKKK is chi n i havent fucking started!!!! yes! i havent!!!! fuck. i jus need a pass n i gota freaking study my ass off for it. prehaps now u understand y i hate chi? other ppl all sian tt time take out chi to study. i gota forceeeee FORCE myself to even take out chinese. not even study loh. sigh. n study so much end up as good as those nvr study one. O N E M O R E M O N T H!!!!! n den we'll all be out of this. n talking abt the end of the o's, i suddenly feel as tho we havent even relli got tt much time to play aft tt. like 1 month + abit only loh... siannnn... so much i wana do... sooooo sooo SOOOO little time. bOrInG...

i dread the nxt dae but i lonnnnggggg for the next month. come come come!!!
n i dread jc life too. i jus wud hate to be able to get into hc for the first 3 months n den have to transfer to another sch after tt. n like i have a feeling its gona happen loh. n speaking of the first 3 months i dun even noe wat sub combi i wana take and and and.... fuck. sian.

sNooZe.
9:59 PM