Of Greener Grass and Escapades

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

long day tdy. had a full dae at sch, ending with 2 periods of ss which were 1h each. geez. lucky mrs tan lets us off earlier abit. i guess she could see half the class wasn't paying attention. haha. boring. anywae, at kap tdy rather productive. did finish 1 and a half papers. gona start on a little more chem now cos chem got 4 papers did hald =(. bio 3 papers did 1. physics 5 papers did 3. let it all even out then easier to rotate n keep my interests going. getting a little worried for my humans since i havent relli touched them much at all. math not bad did 2.5 out of 4 of mr png's colourful math thing. duno why nowades got alot of motivation to do math haha. but must learn self control, cannot always do math. OMG SELF DISCIPLINE TO EVEN OUT WORK?!?!?! shit please let this be over quick i'm turning into a study freak. i wana be my slackey self again. okay so anywae png oso jus gave out this relli useful compilation of math qns of other sch prelim papers. must get to it after my colourful stack is done.

anywae, just after mj, berd n mg left tdy, i somehow had the motivation to stay on n complete my chem paper. lo n behold there appeared before me timothy wan! ok freak this is lame. yeah anywae we were catching up n i met some of his church frens hu were relli nice n friendly ppl. everyone's getting the same pre-o-level jitters. sigh. relli hope this will all be over soon. but i also dont wana start worrying abt wat could have been... hmmm... hope this ORDEAL would pass quickly and peacefully... once again wishing all sec 4s out there all the best for their o's! n to some of those hu are still slacking, only 1 month and 1 week left to go!!! come on guys, its ur last chance to pia!!!

n i've been reading some of my frens blogs n it seem many of them are having lots of family problems. i cant relli say i understand becos i dont but i's starting to better appreciate my family now. i cant say my family is without its ups n downs but i guess everything's relli peaceful n for tt i'm grateful. stepping into secondary sch life has opened my eyes to the many different types of lives tt ppl my age live. i guess it makes the world seem like a much uglier place so i suppose i'd better start feeling more grateful for wat i have. to all u guys out there having family problems, well, i dont relli noe wat to say to u guys, just tt i suppose family IS family afterall and no matter wat u guys can nvr relli be apart so hope u guys can try to get over these difficult periods of ur lives. whenever ur feeling down, jus think of a time when ur parents have done sth good for u(i'm sure there are instances) and hope u guys can use those memories to sustain u. well in any case, dont forget tt u still got ur frens around n they aren't jus there for show so do ask if u need help and/or support. i'm sure many of them will be willing to help u out. ah well... shant say more... n pls if this offends u in any way, sorry la hor? its not meant to.

sNooZe.
9:55 PM