Of Greener Grass and Escapades

Friday, October 01, 2004

the death parade is over! finally... we've now come to the beginning of the end. the final leg of the o level preparations...
all my papers have been returned and i'll now shamelessly post the marks. i'll post my common test grade n my prelim grade for kicks.

lang:
eng - b3 -> a2 - quite expected i think. was lucky cos i thought i screwed my compo at first, n the compre was tough. was hoping for an a1 thought but am satisfied anywae.
chi - c5 -> c6 - sad man haha. deserve it cos i din study for it. the only sub i deproved in. have promised myself to put in more effort in it for o's, aiming for b.

math:
e math - a1 -> a1 - quite gd, though alot of careless mistakes for my paper 1. happy here.
a math - c5 -> a1 - tyco. worried for this one cos i barely got a1 den i tihnk i din have much careless mistakes so marks deducted cos i DONT KNOW how to do. need to practice more to secure.

humanities:
geog - b3 -> a2 - very lucky here. expected to flunk paper 2 n get paper 1 to pull up but in the end my paper 1 flunked n paper 2 pulled up. so stupid. lucky lucky. need to do more tys.
ss/ehist - c5 -> b3 - quite glad here, finally see some improvement. break out of the c5 cycle haha. must try to work on my sbq cos my seq not too bad liao. got l5 ans! yeah! haha. kudos to jo for his amazing notes.

science:
physics - b4 -> b3 - lucky!!! haha. expected just pass. lol. thought i flunked prac but it turned out to be one of the better papers. haha. pulled down by paper 2. must go n memorise more explanations and practice more past yr papers.
chem - a1 -> a1 - barely got it then begged mrs chua for half mark for a1. lucky cos i expected b3. the paper was tough man. i think i shud do more past yr papers here.
bio - b4 -> a1 - the most lucky achievement haha. initially expected b3. prac pulled me up by lots lots lots. tyco crap. in any case, quite happy here, but i think it wud be hard to maintain for o's. need to do more past yr papers too.

prelim L1R5 - 8 points.

ok so that's that. as mentioned in most of the reflections, alot of my marks were quite tyco. highly unexpected. if u've read my previous posts u'd noe that i was preparing myself for l1r5 of about 15 and it was relli true. i hadn't expected to get such tyco grades. i'm not complaining cos this has been my goal n i shud be able to get into hc now but i jus dont feel that happy leh. i relli feel i dun deserve it. PLEASE PLEASE i'm not trying to despise ppl hu din get wat they wanted and i relli do not want any more points. i'm relli satisfied with my points but i cant relli be happy cos like i said its quite tyco. den again mebbe its cos i noe i cant freaking play n i dont have the mood to anywae cos i gota start mugging for o levels like in a few daes time. giving myself up to sundae to slack after which i'll be returning to my hole in kap to hibernate and be one with my books. boring. sad. worst part is i got no mood to play at all and i dun dare to install gunbound cos i scared kena hooked unto it again haha. longing...

to all those out there who didn't get what they wanted, remember that prelims are only temporary, the o levels are ultimately the most important. besides, not to despise everyone but i kind of think our school fared quite badly overall as compared to last year's batch. its like after my seniors got their results last yr they all had like 6, 7 points so i had initially expected like 1/2 to 2/3 of the class to get a1s for each subject that kind of thing. i guess it was not to be. esp phy man, like only 2 a1 loh. siao man. den eng only 3. crazy messed up shit.
so to everyone taking ur o levels this year, jia you! if even i can get the kind of score that i did den u guys all definitely can one man. jus imagine this whole year my msg never got less than 4 until common test then 3 point something loh. u guys definitely can bring ur score down one! now i truly believe its possible. gogo everyone! (and i myself gota work hard lots too...sigh...)

and to the j1s, good luck for ur promos! u guys are damn smart so i'm sure u got no problems one la so dun worry too much abt it.

2 more months to freedom...

and too all big babies out there... happy children's day!

sNooZe.
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