Of Greener Grass and Escapades

Monday, September 06, 2004

Just removed the braces on my top row of teeth... feels weird... slippery... smooth. haha. i didn't relli feel tt excited abt removing it at first but now tt its gone i can't wait to get rid of those on my bottom row too.
reformatted my comp 2 daes ago. how nice using a comp tt feels so brand new. it was rather troublesome actually. cos i downloaded xp prof off morpheus. den when i brunt it into a disk i couldn't boot it at startup. so i resorted to using windows 98 to reformat my comp first and install it then used xp to upgrade... tedious.
and no matter how some ppl encourage me to have confidence tt i can do well, i relli relli cant seem to find it in me to picture myself doing well. its like there are just so many things happening like some ppl sae its the last yr most schs are taking o lvl so mebbe they'll make it harder, den ppl sae its e dragon yr so comp very stiff... den all e teachers are going on n on abt how the prelim papers are gona be killers.... wtf man n den aft tt they tell us "oh u guys should not be so stressed, can do well one" like, fuck man.
how how how. prelims are almost here n i've hardly touched rev. keep doing all those mounds of papers the teachers pushed into our hands. its relli sick man. i avg abt 2 papers in one aft n i still can hardly see the end of it. den e cheong said must spend 3 solid hours for reading text everyday which, though very ideal, is hardly feasible.
i keep tihnking like, ok, if i do well for my prelims den i would noe i can do it and i won't feel so stressed, go prelims! den... wat if i dun do well for my prelims? den where will i be in the 1st 3 months nxt yr? haiz... wat if man wat if....

sNooZe.
9:28 PM